I can’t begin to tell you how many times that I wish I could just roll over and die from all the crap that I have had to deal with in the last few years. It feels like the pile just keeps growing and I have to keep trying to figure out the how and where it keeps coming from. I am tired of it all but what should I do? I had to learn to give a shit and don’t quit my own life.
Why is my reason to still be here? Why is my real purpose to keep dealing with the chronic crap and stay around? I had to figure it out and I did but it was not easy. I had to take a hard look at my life to find the answer to “why I should still be here”?
Life is not just about the person that I am, it is about OTHERS. Them! The ones that I love and cherish and hold dear to my heart. My family and friends that are there for me even when I can’t see them. The ones that stick around for the good and the bad times. My husband, kids and grandkids all count in the list of OTHERS.
There is not a single person on this planet that is born knows what is going to happen to them as they mature and become adults. NOT A SINGLE ONE! Let the shit fall where it may, and someone is going to have to clean up the mess. It might really stink but someone will have to clean it up. How is your mess?
Mine? Well, it stinks but I know where it is coming from and I am learning how to deal with it. It really stinks but as an adult, I think I can do it as it keeps falling on me like a shit shower. It is time to deal with everything and face the music. I will have to create the words to a shit song.
Anyway, if you think life is hard for you right now because you are not dealing with “your shit” then wait until the pile is so deep that it starts to feel like a shit sand and you keep sinking deeper and deeper. There is no way that a shit sand pit will ever smell like roses.
The Shit Pit
If you are in the middle of a shit pit, ask for help from someone that is nearby and ask them for a roll of thick toilet paper so that you can start cleaning yourself up. You will need to tackle the smallest pile first and keep chipping away at it until there is some progress.
Never try to sweep the shit under the rug because that will start to stink too. If it is real, don’t quit! This is your life and you are the only one that can really make the change to stop the shit storm. So now is the time to grab a super re-enforced shit umbrella and walk into the shit storm and get control of your life.
The real Shit Pit of Life that becomes out of control leads to depression, anxiety and loss of interest in everyday life. A person could easily turn to a world filled with false hopes or basically, lack of reality. It turns into an escape to not deal with the real world- alcohol, drugs, self-abuse – it is an endless list of self-destruction. Don’t go there! Quit stepping in your own shit and change your shoes and your mindset. You can do this!
Don’t be afraid! Be strong and ask for help or guidance from someone that may be able to answer a few questions about shit storms. Do this for yourself and those you love so that your life is better. It is all up to you to make the difference.